STOP, you are breaking the very ones that have helped build our nation|Wounded woman.


I didn’t know how to start this.

Here is the thing, I was raised by a single mother and I never knew my father. I NEVER WENT ABOUT DIGGING MY PAST. I seriously don’t have time to open old wounds for my family.

I still think I am the most privileged lady to be raised by this kind of a woman. My is amazing.

Over the years I have seen my mama work so hard to make our lives a little bit comfortable. I don’t know how God knit a woman but there is this, perseverance love that I have seen in her eyes day in and out. If there was someone who slept less hours in the house, it was my mama. I remember days when she wouldn’t sleep at all, no matter how many times I forced her to go to bed.

Why does she has struggle alone? Where was my father when we needed a bit of his help? How does he carry on with his world like we didn’t even exist? Why does if feel like my mother is nursing her own wounds? (These is just some of the questions that would come to my mind)

Like any other child, I hated seeing my mother struggle with this much load. There was a point in my life when I hated men, all men not just my father. I hated the feeling of rejection and abandonment that He left in my heart. So I took it out on all men that God would bring in my life. Now we all know this was a horrible way of looking at things. I was sticking out my fist in the wrong places out of frustration and hurt. In fact this was not even my battle.

But with time God healed me, He stitched up all my wounds until I was so complete in Him. Anyways that’s a story for another time.The story of how He healed this woman…:):)

Last night I was just talking with mama as I was doing her hair. Lovely night actually. We talked through a lot of things but most of what she poured out was just how proud she is of me…., something she just never stop saying even to other mother in my neighbourhood. My mother brags a lot about me, she just loves the woman I have become.

Anyways, then I ended asking her about this lady in our neighborhood that I haven’t seen in a while. Mama and I used to go sit in her tuck shop and entertain her as she helped her customers.

The answer she gave broke me to tears, I couldn’t understand it. The man she was staying with for more than twenty years chased her out of the house. They were not married but it was such a cold thing to do her.This man just came home one night, with another woman with a child and coldly told her to move out. Just like that.I was crushed, to my soul. Once again a woman is left broken.

This is just a bit of it, there are so many stories yet to be told.

What is happening to this nation? We can only look to God. He is the only one who can heal and restore this nation back.


I recently received this picture from a friend in Pietermaritzburg. I tried to blur out the faces. This picture brought me to tears.I started thinking about my mother, her struggle and somehow I could see through this woman’s eyes. Her pain, her struggle.

God restore the women of our time. (Psalm 147:3)

It’s heart breaking to see that the very ones that carry our nation , that builds our homes are wounded. But I truly believe God is not done with us, He will win this nation back.

Heal our land Jesus.

From a heart of a daughter..:):)



I’m waiting for him- Am I the only one? I can’t help it but blush as I post about SEX!!


I cannot believe I am about to post something about sex, the most avoided topics in my kind of environment..:):) I am actually blushing as I type.

I got saved at a very young age and my mother is christian, let’s just say in the household we don’t talk about sex. In fact the first time an elderly person talked to me about sex was in church, we talked about virginity and everything around it. I am so grateful that my church has not demonized sexuality, we can have one on ones with some of our leaders in the church to talk about this precious gift God has given.

We had this meetings which we called, DADDY’S LITTLE GIRLS where we just talked through issues around this topic and how we need to present ourselves. Gents would also have the same discussions with men.

OK , so I heard some deep things about virginity from that environment.

A virgin is a woman who has never been with a man and God has a wonderful way of marking her out. This is the part where I need to be talking about the hymen, which is basically a seal mucous membrane. (Deuteronomy 22:13-21) A woman’s virginity is precious and should be protected at all times. But here is what I have always wondered;
People have always thought for generations that woman is to remain a virgin until marriage, but not a man. THIS IS NOT WHAT MY BIBLE SAYS.
YOU MAY BE THINKING; it’s normal nowadays for Christian guys to have sex outside marriage. After all they are men- WELL, men have to have sex, and they just can’t wait until marriage like woman. It’s hard for them. I am afraid this is not how God sees it. Just because the word virgin only refers to a woman in the bible does not mean gents are off the hook here.
I was recently going through PROVERBS 5, a chapter that clearly answers a lot of questions that come up in this generation around this rare topic.
Here God says to a man; drink from your own well- share your love with your wife. He places an expectation upon a wise man to drink from his own well, his own wife, when he thirsts for sexual satisfaction. VERSE 16 is a highlight actually, WHY SPILL THE WATER OF YOUR SPRINGS IN THE STREETS, HAVING SEX WITH JUST ANYONE? Yes this is in the bible, Not my own words here. This question really caught my attention.

A man’ springs…., his semen and sperms are not to be dispersed all over the city, up and down the streets, given to one woman after another.
A man’s life, his DNA, his genes are sacred. The man is in partnership with the Creator of all life, that’s a wonderful thing…:):)In fact its a BEAUTIFUL THING GENTS.
So man, if you want to be blessed by God sow your seed the only place it should be sown-with the wife of your youth. ( some of the reasons why I would love to get married young,…In my youth)

Paul in 1 Corinthians 7 also mentions that men ought to keep themselves for their wives and staying pure if they don’t get married. Paul goes on to say, if a man is burning with sexual desires he should marry. SIMPLY SAID.
So, THERE IS NO SEX OUTSIDE MARRIAGE FOR THE MALE AND AS WELL AS FEMALE.., yes!! men ought to also keep themselves for their wives. WHAT A GIFT.
God can restore, he can stitch up wounds to completeness. I will share on how to recover and get your life back next.

Simple truth.

WOE to me If I do not respond to Him- A generation that RESPONDS


Here is a bit of what I shared on Friday at a youth night.

Is anyone straining their ears to hear God and actually respond to him? Are we tuned to what God is saying in this moment? In this generation?

God awaken our ears! (Matthew 11:15-17) There is a word been blown through the churches. God has set His words upon the winds. SPIRIT’S WIND-WORDS. Wind has the power to blow things into and away from our world.

Sometimes, when you hear something time and time again you tend to tune it out and quit hearing. My prayer is that we don’t get used to God. May the church never tune out God’s word.

Have we responded to God? God has our lives responded to Your words? God is still speaking and He want our hearts to response. How do we want God to confirm His word to us when we haven’t responded to it?

When we stop acting out the word of God we are like an athlete who stays at the start line even after the gun goes off; The gun long went off, NOW GO…,NOW respond to him. When are hearts stop responding to God the river of life stops flowing from within us. Death comes.

I have been saved for eight years now and I don’t want to ever get used to God or think that I know enough. My life will forever be alert to Him.I keep adjusting, changing and letting go of what He tells me to.I want to be like Jesus. I pray that I will always accept His discipline as it is Kindness to me.


Woe to me if I don’t respond to the word I study everyday. We listen to the word of God been preached every Sunday and we keep it in out diaries. We share it in out our social media and that’s it. Then we wonder why we are not responding.

Maturity comes from responding to the word of God.

Psalm 119:59-60 We ought to learn to hurry without delay to obey His commands.

Luke 9:62 No procrastination, no backward looks. You cannot put God;s kingdom off till tomorrow. Seize the day!

Procrastination makes us unfit for the kingdom of God, it robs us from moving with God. So let’s stop keeping off our issues for tomorrow.

Finally I am going to deal with my yesterday so I can step into the future God has for me (Christine Caine)






Disney is Ruining My Kid.

Originally posted on IndeedIAm:


Disney has been ruining my kid…. a job I can do quite well on my own, thank you.

 I know, it sounds drastic.  Don’t worry, I am not going to launch into a ridiculous diatribe about how Frozen has a hidden gay agenda (huge eye roll) or is turning my girls in to glittery, sparkly princesses who need a prince to save them, (we are over that stage, thank god) or that Miley Cyrus grew up and dared to climb out of her Hannah Montana box.

In the interest of being a pretty laid back mom,  who fights against my extremely conservative upbringing, I have tried to adopt a more moderate view of the world and it’s evils.  With my girls, I am trying a more balanced approach, believing that they should not be sheltered constantly from American culture, taught to fear and judge and overreact to everything they see…

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Prayer is vital

Prayer is vital

I came across this picture on Facebook recently. Got me thinking.
Where are you spending your time?

Every fruitful mission begins with prayer.

How many times have you said I will pray into it and never actually do it.
Pending or loading prayers are not allowed.

If we want his will to be done here, We need to pray.

God is not Dead …more than a Movie .

Broken Walls|Burned Gates:

My God is not Dead:):)

Originally posted on montague county moments:

 How do I know that Jesus lives you ask ?… Because He continually stirs the spirit within me . He causes me to empathise with folks of unfortunate circumstance. His forgiveness of me demands my forgiveness of others.

   He compels me to share my daily blessings with those who may not yet believe .. He gives me insight into things that may inadvertently harm me or my relationship with Him…..

     He beckons me to draw ever closer to Him and His provisions …He provides unnatural strength when life is most challenging …. He guides my discretionary path….He shows me boundless love and encourages that unconditional love to flow forth from me ..

  He shows me the incomparable wonders of His creation …He restores my soul ..  He gives me hope when all worldly indications scream hopeless .

 I know He lives because I can readily feel His presence within me and daily…

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I am a Christian and I do care about my closet| Who are you wearing today?

What does your wardrobe say about you???

Unlike most ladies who have their closets full of too many clothes and brand new items they somehow never wear, I enjoy new clothes, When it’s new, I jump on it without any delay. I am a kind of girl who can walk in a shop wearing something and walk out wearing another,which is completely brand new. I enjoy new.

I love to look good, so I put an every effort, time, money towards that. Lately my wardrobe has changed drastically, from a girl who used to feel uncomfortable in dresses now I wear dresses more often and they just make me feel extremely good about the woman I am becoming. I stopped to count how many jeans I have in my wardrobe yesterday, I was amazed to notice that I only have four pairs of jeans left.

Dresses and sandals have become Lala’s new thing. I love all kinds of dresses, different designs. I am all for short dresses, long dresses, kneel length dresses:):) .. I have put away jeans in this season.

Does Jesus care about what’s in my closet? Does He care about what I wear? Who I am wearing?

Clothes can tell a person’s occupation, lifestyle and the activities they plan to do on a day. Have you ever heard about spiritual clothing? Are you making any effort in this area of your life?

If Jesus was to go through your closet will He find anything of Himself, can He find His label in your wardrobe or you are still absorbed in your old ill-fitting clothes?

Now the next thing will be, are you putting on Christ. It’s a good thing to know the word of God but it’s a completely wonderful thing to actually let it have the run of your house and allow it in every area of your life.

Colossians 3:10-14  Put on your new nature and be renewed as you learn to know your Creator and become like Him.

Paul says NOW is the time for a new wardrobe, custom made by Christ. Let us put on His label. NOW is the time to respond and show his “designer label” in our lives. If our lives are truly hidden in Christ we will strip off our old clothes for the new ones.

GET EXCITED for your new look;

NOW clothe yourself with tender mercies, kindness, humility, gentleness, patience, forgiveness and love. WEAR LOVE!!

What are you wearing today? Can anyone tell that you are a disciple of Christ? Spend your time and effort everyday asking Him to help you change and become more like him.

Let your life shine for Him. Put On Christ.

If you are serious about living this new life then respond and act like it. Pursue the things over which Christ presides. Embrace your new life, which is your real life.

A call for a new wardrobe, IT’S TIME FOR SOME NEW CLOTHES.



Where Can I Find Some Hope?

Broken Walls|Burned Gates:

This is just incredible.

Originally posted on The Life Project:


A few months back I came across a picture on the net that looked like it might have actually been a poster.  On it was a picture of a teapot and the words, “Where there is tea, there is hope.”  I must admit that it made me smile, even though I am more of a coffee drinker…

Can a person really find hope in tea?  Maybe it would be more like comfort.  I have noticed that in English television shows, it appears that all difficulties are solved by a cup of tea!  Personally, I tend to be a bit skeptical of the hopeful qualities of tea even though I can quite comprehend the restorative properties of the comfort of a reliable friend, and if that is tea for someone, fine by me.

A more lasting source of hope seems to be indicated, a hope based not simply on good feelings…

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I will leave my…

I will leave myself behind and FOLLOW YOU…

I’ve counted up the cost, You are worth it.I will walk the narrow road cause it leads me to You.

Messiah Lyrics by Kgotso

Broken Walls|Burned Gates:

………………….Thinking about doing this song tomorrow…., A trial.

Originally posted on African Gospel Lyrics:

(Sung in Sotho)

Monhadi, Messiah, tshela moya o halalelang (Lord, Messiah, pour the Holy Spirit into us)
Monhadi, Messiah, tshela moya o halalelang (Lord, Messiah, pour the Holy Spirit into us)
Monhadi, Messiah, tshela moya o halalelang (Lord, Messiah, pour the Holy Spirit into us)

Monhadi, Messiah, tshela moya o halalelang (Lord, Messiah, pour the Holy Spirit into us)
Monhadi, Messiah, tshela moya o halalelang (Lord, Messiah, pour the Holy Spirit into us)
Monhadi, Messiah, tshela moya o halalelang (Lord, Messiah, pour the Holy Spirit into us)

tshela moya, tshela moya, tshela moya o halelalang
(pour down spirit, pour down spirit, pour down the Holy Spirit)
tshela moya, tshela moya, tshela moya o halelalang
(pour down spirit, pour down spirit, pour down the Holy Spirit)
tshela moya, tshela moya, tshela moya o halelalang
(pour down spirit, pour down spirit, pour down the Holy Spirit)
tshela moya, tshela moya, tshela moya…

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